[mar]

Can anyone relate to this:

It feels weird to "be in a body". It overwhelmes me and gives me severe anxiety. Existing in this "shape" feels weird. Don't really know how to explain it.. I'm just freaked out to be alive, to be a human, a body that moves freely on this planet.

The intensity of these feelings varies during the day

 

[CamiCat]

I can totally relate!

 

[mar]

good to know i'm not alone.

all the best

 

[CamiCat]

When I wake up in the morning : "omg is this really my body? Why the hell can I see, talk, move?! And how?"

I remember years ago when I first had it, I had this "1st person perspective weirdness", and now it's back. So this is the proof it's just "only" the disorder itself, our perception is totally fucked up and I'm sure we'll forget about this once recovered, as I did the 1st time (I actually forgot about how I recovered, but I remember that one day I was talking to a friend of mine about my dark period and about dp, and I really didn't remember the feeling at all when dpd!)