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I've been visiting my cousin out of state and for the first few days I was doing okay...but today I had a flashback and these doomed feelings about my first days with dissociation. And it makes me want to sob all day, which is no fun to her and her boyfriend. I'm trying to calm down and "don a personality" but it's really difficult. I just don't know what to do in this situation, or I just can't do what I normally do. It just frustrates me so much that I have this disorder and that there's no reason it came, no tangible reason. I had some pain and a friend extricated herself from our friendship, I started a new job, my first ever job; there's no reason for this to have "happened" to me though. Working is unstable right now....need to find something full time, and I still live with my parents at 25. I don't know. I wish I could feel continually like me.
