My D.P. and or D.R. is so bad right now, that at most points of the day, I have no real clue as to what I'm doing. Other than just feeling like I'm some sort of machine or Robot.
A Fragmented mind like mine is having a real hard time making choices. If I could off my self, and go for a systems re-start, I would do so in a heart beat. Maybe a Re-boot of my minds hard drive, is all it would take!
I feel like I don't know what I am doing a lot. Especially when I am walking because I pretty much always feel like I am inside my body and that it is not a part of me rather than like I am my body. This makes walking really strange because I am like how am I doing this right now?!
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