Sorry to hear you feel like that! This whole thing sucks so much! In my old life I definitely could have related to the loneliness, that was the way I felt all the time, but since dp I don't even miss company anymore. That may be even more sad 8) For me it feels like we, all the people, are one. Still I can't reach to anybody and nobody understands anything I say. But that doesn't make me lonely, just sad. And I don't have a need to belong to society, but if I was classified by their terms I'd probably be just another female student with mental problems. I don't feel like that at all. But this wasn't about me, I ment to say that I'm sure we're all able to look back one day and file this into the X-files, and be happy! You too!