Do you feel sometimes that you don't belong to anything because of dp problems? You don't really belong to friends groups, because you feel not normal, you feel not grounded because you don't belong to a group at job (because you don't work)? And you feel all alone in the world stuck with a problem that nobody can understand really, even people on this site? You know, REALLY alone? Docs doesn't understand, psychologist they do their best but finally they must think we are crazy...
How do we belong to society?
How to turn back time? Or how to be happy??? Not too depressed?
I am sorry for this post, I feel so alone in this battle, and I have no energy anymore. I cry all the time, it'snot a joke, I don't know how to feel happy. How to be dp-free is almost an illusion for me now.
And everybody around who think you just ave a depression, or massive anxiety.... or.... you are plain crazy.
WHY this problem exists????? WHY?
I miss my old life. I miss being happy. Alert. Lucid. Not drugged. Just plain there. Me.
Sorry I need some kind of support. PM me if you are optimistic (sad laugh)
I am tired to cry and tired of myself. Really. I know I am a crap, sad person.
Cynthia you are none of the above....yes you may be down[sad].....you definetley aren't crap[even if you feel it]...you are extremley strong young lady trying desperately to find her feet.......i know exactley how you feel but we all have to try...even if it feels like an act...as ziggo says just try concentrate on your family...try acquire a few close friends and let things glide
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