i hope this can be of help to you. stay safe.
Thank you for taking the time to reply. It is helpful and I appreciate it.
I have a friend with whom I can talk about some things related to autism. But mental illness is a too taboo topic to talk about.
I was really happy to learn that in many countries there are support groups for people suffering from conditions such as schizophrenia and psychosis.
Where I live we don't have that many healthcare facilities for mental illness.
So it isn't surprising that someone suffering from an illness would not want to seek help.
And honestly if I seek for help and end up in the national mental hospital (we only have one hospital) it would be a worse fate for me than the one I have now.
I hope you are feeling well.
Take care and take it easy.