[freezeup]

So, I haven't been on here that much as I feel that this site causes me to freak out even more about DP, and in general gives me reminders of how bad things can get. I start school next week and I can't lie, I'm really fucking scared. Everything up until this point has had me in a protective bubble besides when I got my GED in 2015, but I only took the test\studied for it at home and didn't go to any classes for it. This will be the first time in almost seven years that I'm actually sitting inside of a classroom under those horrible fluorescent lights, trying to learn new things. I'm hoping I do alright.. I almost had a panic attack today at walmart because the lights went dim for a few seconds and I thought I was passing out.

I hope everyone else is doing alright and trying to get out of this hell. It took me seven years to finally go back to school, don't wait that long to get your life together.

 

[M1k3y]

yeah man, ive learned, this shit is like a jail sentence, r u just gonna sit there and rot? or r u gonna read books and exercise and get better

took me about 8 months to get back to work

i hope school goes good man, just remember ur there for the learning, if u start bugging out, just concentrate on the learning

good luck my dog