That makes perfect sense Tidal. As for the fear that everything is a figment of your imagination, read Janines e book at the top of the discussion board and it mentions that dp people harbor a secret fear that all of this is just constructs of our imagination. I've had these thoughts. Not lately though. It comes and goes but is most severe when I'm having a bad attack of derealization. It doesn't mean your crazy. It just means you're a normal person trying to make sense of how you're feeling ie. dissociation.