hey fellow dp-ers,
well i'm a 90% recovery-er again. but i'm so flat all the time. i just don't feel like doing anything, y'know wot i mean?? bills, yeah, university, yeah, music? no. creativity? nye. girls? nye. large decisions (moving to australia / japan), nope. sex, fair. love? uh uh. sadness. yeah. lonliness, heck yeah! haha. it's like an ocd/add thing in my head.
anyone else have this feeling that they can't or are not able to decide on anything?
Rather like being frozen. Fight or flight, and not being able to decide, and the waves sink you to the bottom, y'know? jeez man. i'm not feeling dp/dr (except in migraine eppys) but i am taking my klonopin (1mg) /neurontin (300mg) combo.
i'm so sad man, cos all i feel like doing is taking my Klonopin, feeling stoned from it, and listening to slow dark smokey blues music...
but, i'd love to see & feel the sun, make songs and poetry, and move the world with a bit of happiness and success...
do any of yer kind people have some suggestions?