[Guest]

I am so, so fed up of feeling miserable.

I'm so fed up of always living in my memory as it were.

I'm fed of feeling that I will always be like this (Not just DP/DR...other things)

I'm fed up of feeling like I always felt like this. I think in a lot of ways I have.

I actually comforted myself in bed last night by imaging having some favourite music playing while I 'faded away'...if you get me. In a way, it was very nice. In a way, this thinking worries me. But not moreso than thinking "If it's going to happen, it's going to happen" (The S word that is)

Sorry for the random post. I just don't know anymore. Anything.

Who I am, what I am, what's happening, why it's happening.

 

[ShaneSutherly]

Ive been there. I thought I would never be able to get better, and that I was trapped like this forever. But I am living proof that you CAN get better. I may not be 100% cured, but I am making good progress. Go out and do something, even if you just want to lie in bed all day. Call up some friends, watch a movie, do anything. You can't let this beat you. I know you can do it, because I did, and I never thought i could.

 

[Guest]

Ive been there. I thought I would never be able to get better, and that I was trapped like this forever. But I am living proof that you CAN get better. I may not be 100% cured, but I am making good progress. Go out and do something, even if you just want to lie in bed all day. Call up some friends, watch a movie, do anything. You can't let this beat you. I know you can do it, because I did, and I never thought i could.

Thanks mate. If it was just DP and DR, I could live with it most likely. But there is so much other stuff going on that only one person, my counsellor, knows about. I've put up with it for so long - I'm only just 20, but I feel so tired. I guess I just feel trapped. But even after this long I still can't put my finger on what is wrong...or maybe I have, and don't realise it.

I just can't see where I go from here.

Sorry I know this isn't a depression or generic mental health forum but at least I know you guys quite well.