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currently i am stuck in life, not really happy with where i am at and having my mind tell me what I should do to make things better. but the things that i tell myself i need to do are truly bold - join the Military, find a job that utilizes my design talents, be honest, and listen to my heart and do what I want to do - and to do all of these things with disregard to what peope may think of my actions. but, i am 23 years old, my mom (who has NO ONE else to help her in the US) has been struggling financially and with work - so I am paying the bills, and I have this dp/dr that over the years has grown and morphed into a chaotic mix of depression, anxiety, etc, and I have a job that I have commited myself for the next year. So I am here, while my life passes me by and knowing it, but feeling paralyzed and gripped to do any of the things that I feel can help me. What is paralyzing me? How can I difuse it? Any thoughts? :?