Hello everyone, I in advance for my English because I'm Italian.
I'm 21 years old, I've always been an anxious and hypochondriac girl, I've already had this experience at 16 after having an anxiety attack while smoking weed, but this time the situation is very different and I'm even more scared.
I would like to tell my symptoms hoping that someone will find themselves in me.
It's been about a month now that I feel as if my mind is detached from the body, as if it is totally empty and it only works when I think about how I feel, I no longer have track of time, I feel totally absent, people could talk to me and I continue not to answer remaining lost in the void, even if I can listen to them, I remember things in a strange way , as if they were far away or I didn't make them, it's difficult to describe, I lost my personality, I don't feel emotions except anxiety and fear, sometimes I cry because I don't understand what's happening to me, I no longer have the drive to do anything, I lie in bed all the time thinking about nothing and staring into space,
when I see my cat that I've always loved, I don't get the urge to touch or cuddle him, I just look at him.
when they talk to me I don't even know how I can answer, I have I read that these sensations can also be caused by a tumor, so I went to a neurologist for a visit and he told me everything was fine.
I have an absurd fear of having a serious brain problem, I would like to have an MRI scan but I am afraid of the result.I
I did about 3 weeks sleeping three hours a night, for two days I've been taking xanax which allows me to sleep many hours, but when I wake up I feel totally empty, without instincts or thoughts, I would like to just stay in bed all the time, moreover the environments seem unfamiliar to me, for example I am in my room but I have no connection, thought or familiarity with it, when I leave the house my mind becomes even more empty and I feel as if I don't know the places I am even if in the my mind can retrace the streets.
I used to smoke a lot of weed before feeling like this but I haven't had any panic attacks, I've had a lot of stress with my boyfriend, hysterics and health anxiety, but I don't know if those things can lead to feeling this way
haven't been out for a month because I have more and more anxiety.
Now for example I feel much better but I still don't feel 100% myself, it's a constant ups and downs, if it were a tumor maybe it would always be worse?
I would like to understand how to get back to myself, if anyone has any advice I would gladly accept it ..
I hope someone will answer, thanks in advance
I'm 21 years old, I've always been an anxious and hypochondriac girl, I've already had this experience at 16 after having an anxiety attack while smoking weed, but this time the situation is very different and I'm even more scared.
I would like to tell my symptoms hoping that someone will find themselves in me.
It's been about a month now that I feel as if my mind is detached from the body, as if it is totally empty and it only works when I think about how I feel, I no longer have track of time, I feel totally absent, people could talk to me and I continue not to answer remaining lost in the void, even if I can listen to them, I remember things in a strange way , as if they were far away or I didn't make them, it's difficult to describe, I lost my personality, I don't feel emotions except anxiety and fear, sometimes I cry because I don't understand what's happening to me, I no longer have the drive to do anything, I lie in bed all the time thinking about nothing and staring into space,
when I see my cat that I've always loved, I don't get the urge to touch or cuddle him, I just look at him.
when they talk to me I don't even know how I can answer, I have I read that these sensations can also be caused by a tumor, so I went to a neurologist for a visit and he told me everything was fine.
I have an absurd fear of having a serious brain problem, I would like to have an MRI scan but I am afraid of the result.I
I did about 3 weeks sleeping three hours a night, for two days I've been taking xanax which allows me to sleep many hours, but when I wake up I feel totally empty, without instincts or thoughts, I would like to just stay in bed all the time, moreover the environments seem unfamiliar to me, for example I am in my room but I have no connection, thought or familiarity with it, when I leave the house my mind becomes even more empty and I feel as if I don't know the places I am even if in the my mind can retrace the streets.
I used to smoke a lot of weed before feeling like this but I haven't had any panic attacks, I've had a lot of stress with my boyfriend, hysterics and health anxiety, but I don't know if those things can lead to feeling this way
haven't been out for a month because I have more and more anxiety.
Now for example I feel much better but I still don't feel 100% myself, it's a constant ups and downs, if it were a tumor maybe it would always be worse?
I would like to understand how to get back to myself, if anyone has any advice I would gladly accept it ..
I hope someone will answer, thanks in advance
