Hi El,
I very much have this fear. My parents and friends, well hell, even myself, are all reaching ages where this becomes a natural occurance. I have a hard time not thinking of it because I have such a fear of loss. I'm thinking you are probably much younger and wonder why you think about your sister especially. Was or is there anything that happened to give you your initial thought on this and now it has become an obsession?
I very much have this fear. My parents and friends, well hell, even myself, are all reaching ages where this becomes a natural occurance. I have a hard time not thinking of it because I have such a fear of loss. I'm thinking you are probably much younger and wonder why you think about your sister especially. Was or is there anything that happened to give you your initial thought on this and now it has become an obsession?