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I small poll as I am wondering if anyone else suffering from DR/DP has ever tried Marajuna. I did once and had a panic attack (thought I was suffocating). I am now afraid that it has caused the DR/DP and it's my own stupid fault.
 
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I feel stupid. I smoke weed for the first time in one year last night and I am officially a moron.
 
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Hehe, wait...marijuana? I could go hours talking about drugs i've taken that have given me brain damage.
 

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I didn't vote on your poll cuz although I used to smoke weed.... I had DP way before then, so the weed did not cause the DP and I think that's what you're question is asking.
 
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I got it on about the 45th time. I am up to my 345th time and I still have it gi fogure.
 
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when you guys say you got dp from smoking marijuana, do you mean right when your high or after when you were sober? Because i used to smoke alot of marijuana but about a week later after a joint i had a panic attack and got dp/dr, does that count as drug related?
 
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I know what you mean Johnny. I smoked weed and had a horrible trip where I encountered DP/DR for the 1st time. However, when I was okay for the next 2 months after that and then I got major DP/DR again. Something tells me it had to have been the weed since I never had these damn feelings before I ever touched pot. I think the same may apply to you. I think the effects of marijuana, even just 1 high, can linger for a long time and eventually turn to DP/DR
 

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nah at first i thought it was part of the high the day later and was going to go away. i felt really weird like 2 or 3 days later, and i thought it was going away, but i was thinking weird things like i could tell the people that were fake and could read people's minds, and became paranoid of everything almost. i thought my friends that smoked with me were going to come to my house in the middle of the night and kill me. that only lasted a little. then i wen't to work and as i was driving everything felt unreal, things seemed bigger, and as i wen't to work i had a panic attack and was hyperventilating.

they brought me to the hospital where they calmed me down, felt fine that night, and then woke up in the middle of the nite with a chest pain, and was freaking out thinking i had a heart attack, and i really haven't been the same since then. i really don't feel my body at all. none of my body its so numb, and i really do think its cuz of the weed. i'm afraid i will never be the same
 

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Never felt DP/DR while on drugs.

Only when I stopped completly to use it, I was still feeling high all the time. 10 years from that, still the same.
 

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I Smoked Marijuana about 20x from 16 to 18 years old on the 20th time I had a panic attack from the intense high, the next day I just felt weird thought it would go away after a couple days but it didn't. I've had dp ever since,it sucks knowing it's my fault and I could have prevented all of this.Does anyone else contemplate the first initial senario when they got dp?It seems I'm always asking myself what if?
 
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Yep. Its caused it all. It cause my first maor episode then i was fine.

So like a real stupid asshole I started up again. Then bam. Its started and hasnt stopped since.
 

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meech715 said:
I Smoked Marijuana about 20x from 16 to 18 years old on the 20th time I had a panic attack from the intense high, the next day I just felt weird thought it would go away after a couple days but it didn't. I've had dp ever since,it sucks knowing it's my fault and I could have prevented all of this.Does anyone else contemplate the first initial senario when they got dp?It seems I'm always asking myself what if?
I think about what if all the time, but I'm not sure of the answer. Something tells me I might well have avoided gettng DR, but then again, maybe I would've got it anyway somehow.
 

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I've smoked pot a few times, but I had dp way before that. I kinda like the way I feel when I'm high, but the feeling for 3 days after sucks hardcore.
 

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I had DR feeling for around 10 days when I was 14 from smoking PCP laced joint. Then spontaneous remission. Took drugs after that, then stopped because often felt anxious/paranoid etc... while high. Had bad trip, bad e etc... so stopped everything. Incidentally the only one of my friends to stop and I never took that many in comparison to others. Then about 1.5 yrs after stopped everything, wham out of blue woke up one morning feeling strange and DR/DP etc... I'm not sure if my state of mind has anything to do with drugs. Maybe, however often I think that it might have happened anyway.
 
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I had smoked pot for a while, and then one time it just felt like I had not come down, then weeks past and i thought i was going insane. now I have grown used to it. I have never told anyone about it.
 
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