Today hasn't been great. I feel really miserable and I'm scared of being cured. I don't know if that makes sense. I just want to be happy again but I feel like I never will be. My mind won't go back.
I'm just really sad and discouraged and constantly, I feel like there isn't a point. I just want there to be a point again.
God fucking dammit. This is really defeatist and whine-y, but I just need to get it out and maybe get some encouragement, or something. I miss resting and being happy.
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