Things are slowly getting better. I expect setbacks, I still feel like I'm going to die, but at least things are getting slightly better. I just need to chill, you know?
These blog entries have been a bit shit, to be honest. I'm sorry if anyone thought they'd be anything but me complaining and writing about my own experience -- there are so many helpful blogs on this site and mine... is not one of them. But if you find entertainment from these entries, I'm glad to provide that at least.
I'm back to eating things and craving stuff throughout the day. Still get scared. I'm just working through it.