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Year ago.. In one moment i thought this gonna get better. But now things have just get worse. Im been for so long in state of nothigness and hopelessness. It seems not to change. My head is again full of everything and i have these same problmes to solve. This feels endless. And never ending thing. Things happens same than year ago but im not so in it anymore. Because im so aware how things are and every little thing. I dont believe anymore that this all have to happen. How every year can be like this. If i even think aboit getting back to life it feels to be so far away. Like i never gonna go there. And now i need to live like this my whole life. Just repeating this suffer. Im never able to go better. Im dead but some part of me lives my past. It just happens. And im just so hopeles.. Can this be a curse?
 

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Then how do i love? In state of emptiness. Hopelessness. Depression and what else? Its hard to love when all i ever experience is suffering. I dont even say im still having depersonalization but definetly something bad. When im feeling so stuck that im blind to see anything. And i have no patience and i feel out of control.
 

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Alot of us have gone down this road. A day turns into a week, week turns into a month, months turn into years...you get the idea. It may get worse until it gets better. Count your blessings.
 

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I feel like im waiting for answer. Someonen to show me how to live and what to do. Like im not anymore the chooser of my reality. And i feel i have to be in certan way. I cannot just think that... Okay now im thinking better.. I gonna do this and that. It doesent help. Im still stuck here. I feel like if i have to change my life like go to socialising and work...does that change anything? I dont feel so. I always get stuck about everything. And im always trying to get into better pplace mentally. But i cant and then i just have to be here and doing nothing. If i go to work i know it gonna only gove me so much pressure and anxiety.
 

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I feel like im waiting for answer. Someonen to show me how to live and what to do. Like im not anymore the chooser of my reality. And i feel i have to be in certan way. I cannot just think that... Okay now im thinking better.. I gonna do this and that. It doesent help. Im still stuck here. I feel like if i have to change my life like go to socialising and work...does that change anything? I dont feel so. I always get stuck about everything. And im always trying to get into better pplace mentally. But i cant and then i just have to be here and doing nothing. If i go to work i know it gonna only gove me so much pressure and anxiety.
Yeah, I don't understand why people recommend getting a job to overcome DP. Having a job usually requires a set schedule every day, dealing with bosses, coworkers, clients or customers, deadlines, etc. not to mention the interview where they ask you the dreaded "tell me about yourself?" question. All of which seems highly triggering and likely to exercerbate a person's anxiety.
 
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