Hello Again, thanks a lot for your informations. Had/Have you emotional numbness too ? i try to make rtms next months. Medicine dont work. Yes i had a trauma, last christmas. My ex girl friend gave me hasch muffins without knowing and i got a bad trip with anxiety to die. But this anxiety was already far away and muted like a freeze. This condition is now more or less constantly, like trapped. And its hopeless not to know what to do. Speaking to people or psychotherapists came not to me inside.