[yoloking123]

Do you feel like everything is scary to do when depersonalized such as even eating? I even feel like ill never be able to get married and have kids with this thing. Im still a virgin and all and i turn 20 next month, im not ashamed of that btw... the thing is how could i possibly get a girlfriend and have sex with her if i feel this way? What if i die, while having sex with her, you know what i mean? Its very scary to think about. I hate this condition with all my being, its took away so much. I think i would already have a job and a girlfriend rn, if it wasnt for this condition but i just dont.

 

[Al_pk]

You are only 20 man, you have a long time to be well. Put your concerns to the back of your mind, the landscape of your life will change. When I was your age and a little younger, i had crippling anxiety which largely prevented me from engaging in sex. That all just fell away in my 20s like it never happened, and I enjoyed life at its fullest. Watch as your reality changes around you in time. I promise it will.