Hi I am a 25 yr old male with depersonilization derealization disorder. I have a lot of different hallucinations about death and hear things that are not there. In 2018 I smoked marijuana and I had a bad panic attack thought I was going to die from there on after I kept getting detached from my body and mind and had visual and audio hallucinations. Was bed ridden too it kept getting worse. I had a hallucination where I thought I was going to go to a high place and jump to my death and another where I would get a gun and shoot myself in the head. One day I awoke and freaked myself out by thinking I was a spirit and my body didn't have organs or limbs it was very weird. With the time also I though it was fixed like I controlled it or it was fake I'm so confused but I know it's just anxiety and not real.