[Thatguyes]

Hi there I'm new to this site, I messed around stupidly with psychedelics last year and had a few bad trips where the trip turned really dark.. Ps I didn't know what I was doing. So anyway I was about to go to sleep one day when My mind started racing and having alot and a lot of mental imagery that I couldn't control, Closed eye hallucinations, Yeah.. So I lay down and I felt like I got stripped away like my body got stripped away and I was left like only a physical meat flesh. I ran outside and I felt above the ground and I seen the ground rise. Its very tough Ive been contemplating suicide even as Its torture mentally I feel disconnected from my body