Ever since I've gotten DP nearly 3 months ago, I experienced a definite loss of identity and sense of self. Since then I couldn't get rid of this feeling that I have in some way passed away, that I'm not even fully alive anymore. I now feel that my life is "over", gone and that it will only be bad from here on. Rationally seen it makes very little sense, considering I am just 19 years old and there were many things I looked forward to before all this went down. For example: Moving out and living on my own without my parents, however now in this state I can't imagine moving out or even living on my own.