I️ am at a place where I️ am so bitter and angry about having this condition. I️ lash out a lot and all normal people annoy me to no end. I️ get super jealous of their lives. DP seems like the ultimate F U. Like it makes me feel I️ am undeserving of life. That I️ did something to deserve this when I️ actually was the one whose life was threatened by a psychopath. He doesn’t care though, he has continued with life with no issue. It’s not fair. Meanwhile, you and I️ live in hell everyday dealing with this. How is one supposed to just stay positive? I️ feel so cheated out of life. How do you guys stay positive? I️ am so angry and hurt. I️ don’t understand why I️ deserve this? Or why anyone does? I️ get life isn’t fair but this seems a little drastic.