Good post dreamer. I was intrigued after hearing about the case of DP/DR as a primary syndrome. I also have had the experience, albeit temporary, of feeling as if I was a "meat robot." In fact that phrase right there sums up alot of my fear, of simply being a walking talking slab of meat that may have come into being as the result of complex evolutionary processes but will die like all other animals. I have this very visceral feeling at times of experiencing the torture of being able to dream of transcendence but never being able to achieve it. Wanting eternal life, but recognizing that its very likely that my physical and mental existence will end when I die and my body decays.
And back to the main topic, I realize that DP/DR is a symptom of my anxiety. Yet realizing this I still having trouble moving passed this concept of being meat. I have to know whether or not this is all there is, but fear the answer.
And back to the main topic, I realize that DP/DR is a symptom of my anxiety. Yet realizing this I still having trouble moving passed this concept of being meat. I have to know whether or not this is all there is, but fear the answer.
