what kind of visual side effects do you get because i get some too. Like light sensativity, not being ablle to process everything right away in my mind it feels like, more photosensativity, more floaters.
I know what you mean asking if DR has a mind of its own. For example even if you were not to think about it, it would still be strongly with you. Or if DR is just all based off of your train of thought and how well you control it. I really think its both, I think the mind of its own comes with still being scared about the DR, atleast for me it is. When my mind knows im scared of something it will make it re-occur and scare the shit out of me, like it knows sometimes I let my DR win and get anxious over it.