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I’ve tried so many things.. tyrosine, cbd, reishi, lions mane, fish oil, nac.. even prescription meds. They do nothing for me.
I’ve had dp and dr since I was 15 that’s.. a very long time ago. It’s constant. It’s a constant shadow over me and I feel I’m not alive. I’m not living this life it’s just a dream. The specialist I saw said I had a good imagination, I’ve not found any way out. it steals my memories away so I don’t remember my life. I’m terrified of death because I feel I’m going to suffer when I’m not even really alive.
My body constantly feels like it’s vibrating and the colors are so dim. I can’t remember a time I didn’t feel this way, except in my dreams which feel more real. I already tried therapy all sorts it didn’t help.
What can I do? What can I even try now to alleviate this? It’s getting thicker and thicker I’m not even stressed out my life is actually great I have good going for me and it’s still there.. what can I even do to alleviate it now am I just stuck this way forever?
the only thing I remember is when I was 15 my classmate slammed the back of my head into a cement bench, parents took me years later to get an mri and they found nothing. I have autism and they didn’t know how to handle it so the psychiatrist they sent me to stuffed me with medicines which all affected me adversely because my body is stupidly sensitive.
Anyone have any ideas? Anything that’s worked?
I’ve had dp and dr since I was 15 that’s.. a very long time ago. It’s constant. It’s a constant shadow over me and I feel I’m not alive. I’m not living this life it’s just a dream. The specialist I saw said I had a good imagination, I’ve not found any way out. it steals my memories away so I don’t remember my life. I’m terrified of death because I feel I’m going to suffer when I’m not even really alive.
My body constantly feels like it’s vibrating and the colors are so dim. I can’t remember a time I didn’t feel this way, except in my dreams which feel more real. I already tried therapy all sorts it didn’t help.
What can I do? What can I even try now to alleviate this? It’s getting thicker and thicker I’m not even stressed out my life is actually great I have good going for me and it’s still there.. what can I even do to alleviate it now am I just stuck this way forever?
the only thing I remember is when I was 15 my classmate slammed the back of my head into a cement bench, parents took me years later to get an mri and they found nothing. I have autism and they didn’t know how to handle it so the psychiatrist they sent me to stuffed me with medicines which all affected me adversely because my body is stupidly sensitive.
Anyone have any ideas? Anything that’s worked?