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Don't understand what is happening

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Hello, I think I am losing it. Every day now I notice so many coincidences that it is freaking me out. I can give you a long list. To long to post. I can not think straight any more. It is like everything is a coincidence, telling me that I am in control of reality. If I control reality, it means that everybody is not real.
Did you experience this? I don't dare to go out of the house, because I Will notice coincidences again.
Do you have any tips?

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what kind of "coincidences"? coincidences may indicate a more severe diagnosis, but are you sure these are not plain oblsessions? did you first read/thought about coincidences, and then started to see them? Or maybe it is like deja vu? Or are they related to you personally, having personal symbolic meaning for you or indicating what you should do?
as fer me, once i had time conicidences on a cell phone 24/7, about 10 times per day (average) during 7 days. 10:01 10:10 11:11 12:12 12:21, 13:13, 13:31 and so on.. Sometimes i just wanted to take a phone(to see if somebody called me) and saw these numbers, and sometimes usually in crowdy and loudy places i even heared like "hallucinative sms" that motivated me to take a phone.. Even at night. All it lasted for 7 days during which i had paranoia, crazy thoughts, i could not sleep and eat. Conicidences were not less then 50% times of taking the phone. Before that 7 days psychosis i had a period of 2-3 months when i had 2-4 coincndences per day. Now, after it has all gone, i rearly see one coincidence per month. I don't know what it was, obviously i came in contact with unconscious mind, but what it wanted to tell me i don't know.
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