I haven't been doing good lately and I just don't know if I can keep doing this. I've been dealing with this for such a long time and I'm tired. I'm scared that I'm gonna go crazy and I can't talk about how I feel cause no one seems to understand. I had a breakdown last year and since then I haven't been myself. I feel so alone going through this. What makes it harder is having ocd and dealing with intrusive thoughts. Things don't feel real to me sometimes and I'm just so tired of everything.