I tried an ssri and I didn’t have much hope for it. I guess I’ll try to get lamotrigine prescribed in combination for it but I really just want to try TMS. I dont know man I just wanna get better fuck this shit. I’m tired I’m anxious I’m depressed and I can’t feel any good emotions. Only thing I can feel is jealousy, anger and insecurity. I need something to get my good emotions back. Fuck this.