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Doing much better. Also went to a holistic doctor.

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So I haven't been on here in a while, which is mostly because drifting away from this forum and any DP/DR thoughts and just living my life is the biggest, quickest fix for me... without a doubt. I do still have thoughts, I do still feel unreal at times, but its getting less and less by the day. The trick was (to do pretty much what everyone on here says) to accept it and stop fearing it. It took a lot of time, but the way I did it was by coming on here when I really needed it to read a select few favorite posts that reminded me that all the symptoms I'm having are all part of DP/DR, and how they literally just vanish when DP/DR goes away (which I know as well because I've recovered from it before).

I'd say I'm about 85% there. Last week, about 75%... and about two weeks ago 65-70%. It's getting better more quickly towards the end since I'm more easily able to distract myself.

I went to a holistic doctor on Tuesday of this week. I've always had some issues with blood sugar that just recently got quite severe (pretty suddenly) about 2-3 years ago. He's diagnosed me with hypersensitivity to insulin. Basically, this means that if I handled insulin normally, if I ate things with refined sugar (that usually cause a very fast spike in blood sugar) an appropriate amount of insulin would be secreted to regulate the high spike and bring it back down to a normal level. Instead, my body pushes out TOO much insulin, so I crash extremely hard (panic attacks, depression, cold/hot sweats, shaking, nausea... the works).

For the past 2-3 years, I've handled this by just avoiding the foods that give me really bad crashes... mainly anything sweet. But, I kept eating things like pizza and spaghetti sauce, and different restaurant foods (I figured, they only have maybe up to 10g of sugar, and I appeared to be handling those just fine.....or so I thought). Well, when I went to the doctor, I made sure to explain every issue I've been having. Emotional instability, depression, anxiety, brain fog/unreal feelings, different GI tract issues, among MANY other things... and he's certain that it has to do with the insulin hypersensitivity.

So, today I'm on day 3 of eating a diet full of protein, healthy fat, and complex carbs (including fructose). I have not had one thing that has "sugar" in the ingredients (I did pick up one loaf of whole grain flax seed bread that has ORGANIC sugar in it, but only about 2 grams)... which means I've gone from an all-together total of probably 30g of refined sugar a day to 0g. I'm also taking an iron-free multivitamin, chelated magnesium (which I'm ALWAYS low on for some reason...which causes anxiety), and Pantethine (what your body creates from Pantothentic acid. Pantethine has been a HUGE source of calm for me).

So from the distracting and moving along with my life, I've been waking up most mornings without any thoughts of DP/DR. My appetite is back and I'm gaining back the weight I lost. I'm more excited about things and less depressed. Occasionally I slip up and bring it to my attention, or I start asking more what-if's or try answering more unanswerable questions... but I just push them away and don't let them make me feel anxious. I just remind myself that eventually it will go away again.

How's everyone else doing?
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Glad to hear you have improved. Continuous and gradual improvement on my end as well, keep up the good work.
Im a little better to. But I think of the holiday and I started medication.
But distraction and just go one is the biggest thing to do.

How long did you have dp right now ?
And did you find it first also difficult to even talk.
I got DP again severely coming up on three months ago I'd guess. The only thing that I noticed with talking was that it made me feel emotional and somewhat nauseated... it was like talking to people threw the "none of this is real" right in my face, and made me miss anyone who was right in front of me. Being alone was easier, but I never listen to the DP part of me... I just keep doing what it tries to tell me not to do, which in fact ends up being somewhat of a cure in itself.
Good to hear you're overcoming this horrific disorder. I've had it for 7 years now and only just realized what it was a couple of years back. I also used to get very anxious looking it up so I never motivated myself enough to come on this site but I forced it upon myself to check it out recently and so far it's been helping. It feels good to have people to relate to when it comes to your personal life nobody understands it, or they just think it's some type of excuse.

I'm starting to learn what I need to do in order to overcome this, I just need to apply it. My case sounds very similar to yours. I've lost quite a bit of weight due to my poor eating habits. Thank you for this post, it has made me consider going to the doctor and getting everything checked out. See if there's anything dietary that could be making it worse than it should be.
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