[Mily]

I litteraly have no emotions left. Only sadness. I can cry all day,all night but i'm unable to feel enay other emotion? And also,when i say in my head that i will get better and that everything will be alright,that's always folowed by No i will not,it will stay like this forever and i will never be happy again. Like,i can't be positive at all. I just always think of the worst...

 

[106473]

Yes, extremely common.

Anhedonia (feeling no pleasure) and Depression is what you are explaining. I have it too and although other things get better over periods, the only thing i've found for that is medication (Antidepressants, for me Mirtazapine).

Anhedonia is not unique to DP but common from people i've talked to, as well as depression.

Medication IMO is the best bet/can give relief. I haven't been on an AD full time in going on two years. When I am on the AD (that works for me and i've tried a few), 3 months in, my Anhedonia lifts a lot. Naturally so far I haven't found a way, but then that's common in any depression.

 

[Mily]

Yea,i was depressed two yeras ago,depression always follows me. But anhedonia was never like this. Like,nothing cheers me up. I just can't be happy. I try to smile but i always force it. I was on antidepressants before,didn' helped at all. They just made me tired and stupid. Maybe i should try some other medication.