I fear that meds will make me even more numb than I am now. I feel like the inner me that I hanged on to during the panic attacks, the only thing that made me feel good the day later is gone. I feel like a zombie. I can't even feel my own mind or thoughts and I feel like about to lose my head. Please if you have gone through this explain to me how you made it. It feels like I can't control my movements, actions or even my own voice. Its like being imprisoned in my own mind. I would appreciate some help. Thank you.