[Guest]

Do you have violent or agressive thoughts or fantasies?​

Yes, I do, but it is not a problem	46	50.00%
Yes, I do and it is obsessive enough to be a problem	19	20.65%
No, I don't	27	29.35%

 

[Guest]

Do you have violent or agressive thoughts or fantasies?

This includes thoughts of verbal aggressiveness or thoughts of verbal fights as well.

 

[dreamcatcher]

I HAVE HAD SOME REALLY VIVID IMAGES OF ME KILLING MYSELF, THESE HAPPENED WHEN I FIRST WENT ONTO THE MEDS.....MY PARTNER WENT ONTO SUIDIDE WATCH.....HE WAS AWARE THAT I WOULDNT DO IT BUT THE VISIONS I WAS HAVING FELT SO REAL THAT THEY TERRIFIED ME....LUCKLY NOW THE MEDS ARE IN MY SYSTEM THEM THOUGHTS HAVE GONE......I NOW JUST HAVE IMAGES OF HAVING A FIGHT WITH THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE REJECTED ME FOR BEEN HOW I AM AT THE MOMENT....BUT I SUPPOSE PEOPLE LIKE THAT ARENT REALLY WORTH KNOWING

 

[falling_free]

I have in the past had violent thoughts, I believe triggered by my own interal confusion of what was going on in my head (I was going through a cannbis induced minor pycosis ) I find things a lot better now, but sometimes I still feel like randomly shouting out swearwords at people or if im stressed at college getting computers and throwing them out the windows and such madness.

 

[shadowness]

i feel like i want to scream and shout and do something violent but not sure of what but i would not do it...

it is like my mind is raging and screaming on the inside but by body is calm and restricting me from doing it...

not that i want to say or do anything aggressive!

i am scared that i might though....

 

[Guest]

i get some awful taunting thoughts...had them when i was younger....now they pick up on my current daily life and cause confusion that way!!!! some other thoughts are just dark and violent...sometimes enough to drag me deeper into a rut....however.....i just fight them though its hard...i swear ive got some kinda weird psychosis or something cos i used to get stoned fairly often...:S :S

 

[falling_free]

swear ive got some kinda weird psychosis or something cos i used to get stoned fairly often

That's preety much exatly the sme problem as me, I used to be a massive stoner and i mean massive, we used to smoke the super strong skunk like every two days, then after a while it just felt like i was stoned all the time and i can't shake off the being stoned feeling , Im fairly certain that weed was the main reason for my dp, though i think I kind of think I had it even before I started smoking as I always felt like something was missing or I always felt distant from people. I now tend to ignore any violent thoughts that arise just by trying to focus on a state of mind of no thoughts or clear thoughts, but then again that state of mind doesnt feel right, which leads to mental tension and a genral feeling of frustaion and unease.

 

[I Met Melancholy]

That's preety much exatly the sme problem as me, I used to be a massive stoner and i mean massive, we used to smoke the super strong skunk like every two days, then after a while it just felt like i was stoned all the time and i can't shake off the being stoned feeling , Im fairly certain that weed was the main reason for my dp, though i think I kind of think I had it even before I started smoking as I always felt like something was missing or I always felt distant from people. I now tend to ignore any violent thoughts that arise just by trying to focus on a state of mind of no thoughts or clear thoughts, but then again that state of mind doesnt feel right, which leads to mental tension and a genral feeling of frustaion and unease.

I can relate with this a lot, i am 23 now and started smoking bud at 15, by the time i was 18, i was a everyday pothead, and with friends would kill at least a quarter a day of dank, an i loved it, up until when i was 22 it started as paranoia, i started fearing public situations and then this past February, I had a marijuana induced panic attack, then i had constant intense anxiety for about 2 months, felt like a 24-7 panic attack, then that faded into full blown dp and dr. I am doing a lot better now and feel myself recovering, but the violent thoughts have been the most annoying and unsettling symptom lately.

 

[Freya4SmilesAgain]

i feel like i want to scream and shout and do something violent but not sure of what but i would not do it...

it is like my mind is raging and screaming on the inside but by body is calm and restricting me from doing it...

not that i want to say or do anything aggressive!

i am scared that i might though....

Exactly how I feel! I nearly screamed and stormed out of work today...for pretty much no reason :/ It is hard when reality is distorted, you feel as though it would be fine to do it but then something in the back of ur head says NO, you would regret it. I'm finding what's acceptable and not blurring at the moment, lines a little thin. x

 

[Saus]

Exactly how I feel! I nearly screamed and stormed out of work today...for pretty much no reason :/ It is hard when reality is distorted, you feel as though it would be fine to do it but then something in the back of ur head says NO, you would regret it. I'm finding what's acceptable and not blurring at the moment, lines a little thin. x

Me three

 

[Guest]

I put no, because I am generally a very peaceful and laid-back person, but if I am pushed really really far either by stress or by someone, I can snap, and with that will go absolutely apeshit! If I can't get a message across, I will bite or pinch (not joking). It usually feels like more of a defense mechanism than an attack, but in any case, it's wrong and I know I shouldn't get violent.

 

[Quarter Pounder]

If I can't get a message across, I will bite or pinch

u wot m8?

In response to the original poster (who is probably long dead by know considering this thread is from 2004): no I don't.

I do, however, fantasize about beating the shit out of some people I know just because I don't like them in general, not because they did anything to me... It's pretty random. I wouldn't actually do it in reality though.

 

[Syzygi]

Hum...yes, yes I do. And yes, it has sometimes been really really bad>.<

 

[Guest]

u wot m8?

In response to the original poster (who is probably long dead by know considering this thread is from 2004): no I don't.

I do, however, fantasize about beating the shit out of some people I know just because I don't like them in general, not because they did anything to me... It's pretty random. I wouldn't actually do it in reality though.

I'm a girl and I use girly defences! I rarely do though, I more fantasise about doing it.

I also fantasise about beating the shit out of people if they've done something bad, like if some big burly bloke knocked an old lady over deliberately I actually would put myself at risk, ignoring his size/muscles and just go attack the bastard. I really would not care. I love my OAPs <3

 

[Guest]

I once read in a book, that violent or murderous thoughts are so normal, that not having them is something to worry about.

Well, it is genetically ingrained in us to attack... I mean it's a pretty primal function, it's just doing it in the wrong circumstance when it is not needed (Which is pretty much all circumstances in our modern civilised society) is bad.