Do people experience an episode beyond an episode? Sometimes when I am having a really bad episode all of a sudden the pain and chaos and apathy will completely disappear and I will be completely fine, better than fine, great. Dissociated from my dissociation to the point that I will feel nothing about a painful experience that just happened or the intensity of an episode. Sometimes I completely deny that anything is wrong with me, even though yesterday it felt like I was wearing someone else's decaying corpse... or was self harming from the pain and chaos of being lost in space. I have been attributing this to mania, or splitting in bpd but wanted to ask here if that was a common experience. Usually this other type of episode ends back in the painful more typical severe dpdr episode because my brain can't pretend anymore that everything is fine. It feels like you are going crazy and your brain is breaking switching back and forth between these.
Wow, what a relief it is to hear someone else say it.. thank you so much for responding. It means the world to not feel alone and be understood. The switching off happens a lot for me when I'm in a bad episode, sometimes every few minutes, it kind of feels like glitching. Glitching/shifting between two different realities. Has anything helped you with this particular aspect of your dpdr?
Absolutely. I haven't had any form of DPDR in almost a year.
What changed everything for me was healing my gut. I stopped eating mostly all form of sugar for a year.
In short, I gave up unhealthy foods, Introduced very dense, mineral rich foods, took specific supplements, and detoxified my body using several healing modalities
This was all done under the guidance and care of an integrative medicine doctor.
I spent many months and tens of thousands of dollars to find healing from DPDR. I've had it since 2011.
I'm 24 now and symptom free. I created this account to come back and share the wealth of knowledge with my people.
Absolutely. I haven't had any form of DPDR in almost a year.
What changed everything for me was healing my gut. I stopped eating mostly all form of sugar for a year.
In short, I gave up unhealthy foods, Introduced very dense, mineral rich foods, took specific supplements, and detoxified my body using several healing modalities
This was all done under the guidance and care of an integrative medicine doctor.
I spent many months and tens of thousands of dollars to find healing from DPDR. I've had it since 2011.
I'm 24 now and symptom free. I created this account to come back and share the wealth of knowledge with my people.
Me , Dissociated to the point that theres no pain , 8 year in this perpetual state , im from Perú , My English is Bad , but yes , i started in a typical despersonalization pain , syntoms , and one day the pain was to much , and i Vanish , when i woke my syntoms change , i justo start feeling totaly sleep , no pain , no anciety ,
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