I HATE it, because I feel that I have to perform. I'm not really me; I'm acting the person that I think people would WANT me to be it. It causes extreme anxiety for me, unless it's a really close friend, and I have few of those. I'm a very private person, and I'm more comfortable alone than with others. I WANT to be close to others. I get very lonely sometimes, but I just pretend that I'm happy and confident.