no offence axel but i dissagree. i think its good for us to talk about her because i think she was one of the most important members to come along. i see it as an opportunity more than anything to possible help someone at the same time help ourselves. by saying she is wierd and feeling uncomfortable with her posts.. which is a natural reaction of course and i dont blame anyone for it i mean lots of the things she said gave me the shivers, but doesnt that kind of reaction seem familiar? its the same way we feel when people hear the things going on in our heads. we may not be on that extreme sort of level she may/or may not (i think its a little of both) be on, bue we know how it feels when people wrinkle their noses at us.
i seriously dont want her to get banned UNLESS she starts threatening. which is how she got banned in the first place. i think its good that we are talking about her here out in the open so that if she wasnt banned.. she can see it. because its a good way to look at herself. sometimes we need that. we need to see ourselves in the mirror to really see who we are. but i think that we can help her.. if she really wants it. and if she doesnt (which is the likely scenario) then she can move on, which she prolly has.
she has some serious problems, alot more far reaching than dp/dr. but i think her personal contribution to this place was an extremely positive one on many levels. first it gave us an opportunity to be honest with someone who probably just gets shunned whereever she goes and allow us to be her mirror. but she was also a mirror to US.
the reason i say that is because so many of us post about how we think that we are skitso, psycho or have these intense fears that we are becoming skitso or psycho or both. i think her presence really put all that into perspective. she was the real deal and it was a good reality check for us to go.. ok yea im not like her, and i should appreciate that. skitsofrenia is a whooooole different beast. obsessing is not the same thing. obsessing means you arent sure what you are but you fear that you are or will or can be. skitsofrenics BELIEVE they are. they KNOW it. there are no questionmarks attached to it. it simply IS. i CAN astrally project, i CAN talk to god, I DO see the devil.
i still dont know if ghost is truly skits, or if its munchausen biproxy, or a little bit of both, i just know that she was meant to make her impact on us. i appreciate everything she contributed, no matter how completely f#ckedup it was.