College. I really like learning. I just feel more or less mentally retarded now.sebastian said:Could this destruction possibly be a good thing though? I always sometimes wonder if big changes like that aren't necessarily a good things for some people, some time.
Are you in high school or college? And what was this job you were at? Did you like it? And what, in God's name, were you drinking?
Sometimes these things happen and we think we regret them afterwards but they end up being the best thing for us.
I worked at Rite Aid. I don't know where you're from, it's a drugstore. I hated it, but it made me feel a little less guilty that my parents pay for everything as I was able to buy my own food and stuff.
And, the answer to your last question... rum. I made it sound hallucinogenic, but I really just wanted to express somehow how detached drinking makes me feel.