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Destroy Everything In Two Weeks

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Things are so horrible. I feel like my mind is free-floating through this freakshow. I quit my job and blew off all my midterms. I can't concentrate on anything or anybody and I can't think. I try to read but it's like I'm trying to translate Chinese. I drank for the first time in 4 months and once I was drunk it was like my voice was coming from another source, all the while a tiny part of me was screaming out to just shut up and be 'myself' - or silent, apathetic and distant. I can't stand being around new people. I can't stand all of the petty bullshit that arouses the interest of people around me. I don't know how I do it all but I know I'll just keep doing it.
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but at the same time, poonanny, this is a support group and sometimes people just need to have a place to complain. i can definately agree with many of your points but some people don't have anywhere but this web site to talk about their dp/dr symptoms, and how these symptoms affect their lives.
i don't know of any support groups in the "outside" that are specifically designed for dp/dr sufferers...i think it is just too rare of a disorder...we are few and far between, my friend. but i'm very lucky in that my friends and family are very supportive. true that they don't totally understand what i'm talking about, but they try really hard to be sympathetic.
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