My derealization was pretty strong the past few days but when I woke up this morning it was completely gone. If I'm being honest, I'm pretty bummed about it. I was pretty numb and I didn't fear anything. The brain fog was like a buffer for any negative feelings or emotions. Now that it's gone, all the stress from my job is back and I don't even know how to be a normal person again. I know it seems weird, but I desperately want to get the "nothing is real/nothing matters" feeling back. What do I do?