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Depersonalization or dementia

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I’m really worried that I have had a stroke or suffered brain damage which has led me to believe that it’s more than depersonalization

. I’m conscious of every action i do because it don’t feel like me doing it at all and I don’t know what’s right or wrong anymore

. Brain completely blank no thoughts at all just silence

. I repeat the same things over and over again with our being able to stop

. I can’t plan ahead

. I can’t visualise what I want to do

. I can’t reason with myself

. I got no memories

.I got no identity

. Struggle with conversations hurts my head

. Feel stuck on repeat everyday

. Leg won’t stop tapping

. Can’t stop twirling hair

. Struggle to get dressed as I don’t no what I like to wear or what I used to like

This can’t just be depersonalization because I pI’m just on repeat with everything I do and say and can’t control it I can’t control anything I do or say does anyone relate because it’s getting really scary now dunno if it’s a stroke
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I'm certain what you're experiencing is anxiety and depersonalization and that calmness and mental health recovery is the only existing solution for those two things. There are a few people in this community who had depersonalization due to a physical illness. In my experience, severity of depersonalization doesn't seem to indicate whether the syndrome has physical or mental origins. Being stuck in a cycle of anxiety and not believing mental health problems could produce such symptoms is a hallmark of mental illness. It's preferable to being delusional in which case you wouldn't believe anything is wrong with you at all, instead blaming everything on China or the CIA.
I’m really worried that I have had a stroke or suffered brain damage which has led me to believe that it’s more than depersonalization

. I’m conscious of every action i do because it don’t feel like me doing it at all and I don’t know what’s right or wrong anymore

. Brain completely blank no thoughts at all just silence

. I repeat the same things over and over again with our being able to stop

. I can’t plan ahead

. I can’t visualise what I want to do

. I can’t reason with myself

. I got no memories

.I got no identity

. Struggle with conversations hurts my head

. Feel stuck on repeat everyday

. Leg won’t stop tapping

. Can’t stop twirling hair

. Struggle to get dressed as I don’t no what I like to wear or what I used to like

This can’t just be depersonalization because I pI’m just on repeat with everything I do and say and can’t control it I can’t control anything I do or say does anyone relate because it’s getting really scary now dunno if it’s a stroke
Are you taking any meds, therapy etc? How long have you been in this situation? I've also feeling basically what you said. And what have been helping me is accept the situation so always when I'm woried if I'm going crazy/demented I stop and think "What if I'm really going crazy? What can I do to revert it? Awenser: just accept it"
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