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My memory is all out of whack and I feel like I’ve completely lost my identity can’t remember where things are in my room and house and I feel like a complete stranger to myself and I feel like I’m just losing it like my body parts don’t feel like mine like rn I’m looking at my hands and it looks like I’m watching someone else type and I feel like I’m just not me at all like complete stranger like when I talk I just feel like it’s someone else talking still can’t feel face or head or mouth at all what so ever like no matter if I put hot water on face or scrub my face or slap myself can’t feel myself blink cannot feel my skin ik u know all these but I’m just trying to find some other way to explain it where I feel like I’ll express the true severity of how bad it is like I’m calm but I cannot feel a thing. Like it’s so so so so so bad and so weird and agonizing can’t even feel hair on head if I pull it can literally bite through my lip it just feels like I’m not here not occupying my body