Delta 8?

I’ve tried plenty of things including delta 8 (and I have chronic DP)

It seems like anything I do to get high (even booze) makes me feel like shit a lot of times. But I still question that it’s a direct reaction. Like for example, If I smoke weed while I have DP, what is dictating whether or not I feel good is NOT just the weed. I’m very hyper aware of my own mental processes, and I know I can still have a good experience because I have before. Im not sold on the idea it’s all just “brain chemistry”. That’s basically saying that I AM dependent on my chemistry. But what is my chemistry? It’s me right? So, what am I? There’s no answer to this. Don’t listen to all the people saying not to do anything. Fuck around with all of it and find out for YOURSELF.

Delta 8 I’ve had good experiences but I’ve had far better luck with CBD+Delta 9 vapes & HHC weed

Infact, weed has cured my depersonalization before. But what it cured really was more like mind-confusion. What I understand about depersonalization is it’s in affect when thought rules your mind. And not in a good way, but rather you’re constantly calculating and thinking about whatever comes to mind. When I’m depersonalized and confused im not letting nothing sift in and out. And what that feels like is like theres a big boulder inside your skull. No space whatsoever

DP comes about by trying to escape what is. Escaping what is comes about by pursuing pleasure. The pursuit of pleasure is active avoidance of pain. And so, the mind is never looking at itself but running from it. There is the thing I want to move away from (point a) (pain right now) and the ideal (point b) (pleasure I want to experience). This is the recipe of disaster. The seeking mind never finds