Dear Forestx5,
I have depersonalization since 2005. I am 29 now.
I joined this website about a month or so and one of the first posts I read was by you.
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https://www.dpselfhelp.com/forum/index.php?/topic/90520-my-intro/#entry587556)
There you had mentioned about Focal Aware Epilepsy. I didn't understand what it was.
However I read a little about it here and there after that.
Then last week I came across your below post.
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https://www.dpselfhelp.com/forum/index.php?/topic/90908-been-in-a-chronic-state-of-dpdr-for-over-12-yearsfeeling-close-to-giving-up/?view=findpost&p=589490)
Next day morning while I was getting ready for work I had a breakthrough. Suddenly it occurred to me that the problems I've been dealing with could be explained as brain seizures. I used to think I have Aspergers, Bipolar and OCD. And some physical conditions such as Gastritis and IBS.
I went to see a neurologist this week and I did a EEG. I haven't got the results yet. I don't know if this EEG will be enough to get a diagnosis because I don't think I had any seizure activity while doing the EEG.
My this post is a Thank You for your compassion towards other people. Even though I haven't got a diagnosis yet I know for a fact you've changed my life for the better.
I read many posts by you in the last few days and I came to know a little about yourself and your journey.
I would like you to know that I hope to always remember you with a feeling of loving-kindness.
Sincerely,
Abe89