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Have just had a crying fit - frustration and despair and loss - frustration with the feeling of disconnection and complete inability to think creatively or with focus about anything and the monologue that goes with this state which is taking me apart; despair at being like this; loss at this being my life and what it has done to others. I don't understand how I can cry like this and also not feel emotionally connected to anything or anyone.....? I feel androidal most of the time and not with it - empty of anything. Can anyone help me with this?