So I’m about 80% cured and I keep having crazy thoughts that I’ve had this forever and this IS normal life....even though I know it’s not....or that when I do recover I won’t know. People who have recovered can you help? I feel more connected but still feeling off and at times scared. The thoughts make me think that this is as good as it gets when if it was I shouldn’t be so uncomfortable and scared. Agh it’s annoying.