At first I was just like every one else on this forum fighting derealization and I was winning the fight, starting to rewire my brain and heal. But something traumatic happend and I suffered an extreme complex trauma that made me forget who I was and who my family were. I am now a sufferer of real DDD or depersonilzation/derealization disorder. I've had it chronically for 5 months now with no change in symptoms. I'm 30 mg abilify, 3mg klonopin, 300mg wellburtrin, and addereal 15 mg. All these medications help keep my debilitating symptoms under control. But there is no sign of it going away. The doctor won't tell me if this will go away or if it's forever. How long will it last? Will my brain return to normal or am I permanently fucked because seems to be no cure and this disorder is not very well studied. Has anyone recovered from something like this? It's extremely debilitating. Meditation and the like don't work anymore only medicine can help me now. Will I be like this forever?