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hey all im a first time poster and just registered. I think i am developing DR. let me give you a guys a little backround. Im 16 and have been diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, Psychotic(not completely psychotic but i take an anti psychotic for symptons) and i have compulsive eating. I noticed ive always felt periods of "dissassociation" since ive had depression but recently its got really bad. I cant explain how I feel...im sorry i cant put it into words dissassociation cant even describe it anymore all i can say is....nothing is real that about sums up how i feel sometimes in a nut shell. I feel like im going crazy sometimes and im so disconnected from reality i seclude myself i cant talk to any1 i feel like im loosing my mind and i just want to curl up and die. I often get suicidal in these states and i dont understand why i get in these states but they scare me i mean normal people shouldnt think like that and i start to get afraid but i dont cry. Sorry for ranting but i just wanted to get my story out there and was wondering what you guys think? Is what im describing DR. can any1 else relate?