[Guest]

hey all im a first time poster and just registered. I think i am developing DR. let me give you a guys a little backround. Im 16 and have been diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, Psychotic(not completely psychotic but i take an anti psychotic for symptons) and i have compulsive eating. I noticed ive always felt periods of "dissassociation" since ive had depression but recently its got really bad. I cant explain how I feel...im sorry i cant put it into words dissassociation cant even describe it anymore all i can say is....nothing is real that about sums up how i feel sometimes in a nut shell. I feel like im going crazy sometimes and im so disconnected from reality i seclude myself i cant talk to any1 i feel like im loosing my mind and i just want to curl up and die. I often get suicidal in these states and i dont understand why i get in these states but they scare me i mean normal people shouldnt think like that and i start to get afraid but i dont cry. Sorry for ranting but i just wanted to get my story out there and was wondering what you guys think? Is what im describing DR. can any1 else relate?

 

[bat]

hi mew

i can relate and don't worry about ranting.
have you got a good support system for when you are feeling this way (like family and professionals)? i think it's important to be with a supportive person when you're feeling scared.

 

[Kelson12]

Welcome....you've come to the right place for support. We all can relate to how you are feeling one way or the other. Hang in there and don't be afraid to post. Take care.

Kelson

 

[Synapse]

The same goes for me too.

When I listen to the radio for example I tend to freak out like nobody cares.

It has to be said there is too much racism in England which adds to my DP

 

[Synapse]

Just as a side having a pet like a cat can help calm anxiety disorders.

I am still afraid of dogs like I'm some jerk. I was reading on CNN about a story where a cat got mauled by a dog and the owner had to pay a fine.

 

[Guest]

hi guys thx for the warm welcome. Yes i have professional help both a psychologist and a psychiatrist, also a very loving father. I just got back from therapy where i had my first taste of hypnosis and i feel great even though for most of the day i was in a derealization state. I hope hypnosis can help me with some of my anxiety. I have a cat who i love very much and she always cheers me up she is one of my best friends ( part of my depression makes me very anti social) thx again every1 for the support