[seven 777]

Im having trouble dealing with this i had it before when i was 16 but now at 22 it came with a vengance because im a piece of shit and took a weed brownie i have clonazepam but now lately im tempted to kill myself its getting worse and worse. I can see myself doing it. I can down a bottle and drink alchohol or something fuck it. Im not gonna accept my life being like this in the past 9 months it hasnt got better just garbage and bad. How i deal with this hopeless feeling i tried alit of supplement i worked out hard for 2 months and meditated alot and it still didnt do anything i got nothing else.

 

[Findinghope7]

How did u get rid of it the first time? And what are some of your symptoms this time around?