I can relate man! We all can relate to you.
I've come to find out that there are a lot of feelings, thoughts, emotions combined in order to suffer from DP/DR.
One that really gets me is fraustration...to the point that I think I'm gonna just get whatever is near me at the time and throw it at the wall. Or crash the car into the wall.
Just being so tired of dealing with everday life issues plus the hell like issues that come with my DP/DR.
The times I feel like this I get so tired of it that I want to throw an adult tantrum or something like that.
Just wanting it to just go away...
We all want it to go away over night but it wont. And sometimes I find myself asking myself that once all this goes away will it be worth the battle.
When all this is over for all of us and someone asks you "was it all worth it, arent you glad you hung in there!"
I might just sock em' in the face... NO IT WASN'T! NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THIS!
Anyway, how about them Dodgers? LOL Just Kidding