[M1k3y]

How the fuck do we get better man

I am so fucked up

It's fucking inhumane

Like bro

There is nothing worse then this bullshit

FUCK man

I made a topic

And this guy said he's had dp for 4 years

And is still trying to get better

Dude

I've had this shit for 2 and a half years

Ur telling me I might still be having this bullshit a year and a half later

And still trying to get out of this shit??

Bro what the fuck??

I don't know how people get out of this shit man

I'm working a lot

Trying to socialalize

I swear from August til today, I haven't gotten a single step better

This fucking blows donkey dicks man

Like please someone tell me how to get out of this

Yeah ok just forget about it and live ur life

Bro I've been doing that

I don't give a fuck about dp!!

Obviously I do right now

But throughout the fucking day

It hardly ever crosses my mind

Besides the fact that I feel emotionless

A lesser form of my self

Feel so disconnected

Like bro

How do u fix that??

I mean I don't trip throughout the day

But like come on man..

I don't know what to do..

I have told this story before

I was 'cured' for a day

Like please give me a chance to do that again

Hopefully I don't fuck it up again

God damn

It just pisses me off

I'm a young man who should be living my life

It just pisses me off when I see these girls that I would want to be with

But can't

Cus I lost my persona

I'm fucking fucked up

I feel like I can't connect with people

I don't know what's wrong with me

It ain't anxiety

I truly can't connect with people for some reason man

I don't know how it has come this severe..

I don't know what to do

Someone tell me to forget dp and live my life

Ima shove that answer up there ass cus I've been doing that for atleast a year and I'm still fucked and a
Million miles away from being myself

God damn bro

And it's like I can't even put thoughts together

Like sometimes I'll be at work

And Idk I'll just try to say some shit

And it'll come out all weird or not make any sense

And I'm like what the fuck?

And then the waitress I'm talking to is like.. huh?

And I just have to play it off like I'm not fucking retarded

I hate this so much

The weird feelings I get

The sacredness I get

The bad feelings of confrontation

I don't want to ever make anyone mad

Cus I know we're I'm at right now I'll just explode

And I don't want that

Like I'm always thinking of fighting

God damn I hate this so much

Someone please tell me how to get better

I don't wanna fuck take medicine

I've tried that

I've been on a diet

I've fucking ran for months

I gave up caffeine

I decided to stop all that bullshit cus I didn't want this fuck face dp to control my life

I like coke

So ima drink that shit

Dp can suck my fucking dick

I wish I could be careless all the time

But then sometimes ima come off as a crazy person

And that's what I really need
I fucking hate my life

 

[Pondererer]

Word!

 

[Pondererer]

Its weird being around People, all the small 'petty' things they care about, or worry about.

In the meantime im Just sitting here, trying to figure out which planet im on!

 

[Chip1021]

Preach it! Let it out!

By the way, that whole "just don't think about it and live your life" thing doesn't work for everybody. I would wager based on this forum, it probably doesn't work for most. I don't even really know what that's supposed to mean anyways.

 

[gmriefler]

I've had it for 22 years. And I've still lived a good life. I did not let it stop me. I got a PhD feeling disconnected and confused about who I was throughout those years. Everything is fine. Go with life instead of against it. Try medications and therapy as they might help or even cure you. But realize fighting against the disorder does nothing but make ur situation worse.

There are all types of diseases and disorders out there. Would you rather have schizophrenia? I wouldn't. So relatively speaking things are OK and DEFINITELY could be worse.

 

[M1k3y]

I've had it for 22 years. And I've still lived a good life. I did not let it stop me. I got a PhD feeling disconnected and confused about who I was throughout those years. Everything is fine. Go with life instead of against it. Try medications and therapy as they might help or even cure you. But realize fighting against the disorder does nothing but make ur situation worse.

There are all types of diseases and disorders out there. Would you rather have schizophrenia? I wouldn't. So relatively speaking things are OK and DEFINITELY could be worse.

u know im trying to go with it

this girl i work with who i know who digs me

i just said fuck it, im just gonna talk to her

and lately shes been ignoring me, cus i just ignore her cus i dont wanna embarrass myself

but i said fuck it and just started talking to her

and now i feel like shes coming on to me again

which is cool haha

but its hard at the same time cus..

its like i have to REALLY try to talk, and its exhausting

when before

it was so easy.. and id have fun 24/7, and id talk shit all day, and talk talk talk

now its a pain in the ass

and sometimes i dont wanna talk cus what i might say might sound wierd, and i already spaz out and dont wanna look like a crazy person

like its mad bro..

but idk, all these girls i work with just talk shit so i thyink im just gonna start talking shit back

i mean b4 the dp, i would just shut these bitches down, but now i let em talk..

but fuck that again haha

no offense to girls, theres some nice girls

but u gotta see the 1s i deal with ha

 

[mana_war]

I don't know why, and I have no intention to be mean, but your post (original one) made me just bust out laughing a few times.

Something about the wording

On the other hand I'm sorry you're going through all that shit. It sounds terribly frustrating.

Get the girl! (if she's not a shit talker)

get something....got goals? work towards them....get immersed in something you enjoy? idk
my bet as good as yours

 

[128682]

you’re not alone. I wish I could worry about normal people problems, but no, I have dr... It takes time! don’t worry about how long you’ll have it for.